Ice PaLaCe

2010-09-06T09:15:00.004+08:00

习惯一个人看戏习惯一个人旅行
我曾经是这个样子。。自己一个人。。做自己喜欢的事。。
习惯一个人静静想你
我喜欢无时无刻地想你。。可是心却在那儿痛。。
想你现在在哪里想你会为谁担心
我想你在做什么。。想你是否还爱着她
想你是否已忘记
你真的把她忘记了吗？
忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
你把爱情忘了吗？我哭时。。你是否知道？

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
我把你的手放开了。。现在真的很后悔。。
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
看到你快乐。。我就会快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
我真的不能没有你。。很想每天看着你
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我的心一直痛着。。是你要我努力坚强。。我在表面上。。做到了

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
如果我可以选择。。我不想忘记你。。但是。。忘记你。。却能让我活得更自在
我明白错过的从此难以负荷
我们没开始过。。所以我没资格把你留下
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那我真的很爱你。。你是第一个让我哭那么多次的男生
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我知道一切都还来得及。。可是我却不想去逼你。。

2010-09-05T10:37:00.003+08:00

多久了？很久吧？
我把我的部落格抛弃了很久吧？
也许是吧。。
我的心。。一直都在痛着。。
当你告诉我。。
你只想当我的朋友时。。
我的心痛。。
当你问我。。
如果你看到我和其他女生在一起。。你不会伤心吗？
我无奈。。。
当你说。。
你知道吗？我喜欢你。。可是这种喜欢是不足够我和你在一起。。
我的心碎了。。
我需要看着你。。
我的心才会安宁。。
我真的很想放手。。
可是却不甘心。。
为什么你连让我爱你的机会也不给我？
我真的只想留在你的身边。。
当你的守护者。。
当你的天使。。
保护你。。爱着你。。
现在。。我不会把我的心情告诉其他人。。
就让我自己来承受一切吧。。
我亲爱的猪宝贝。。兔宝贝。。
我爱你。。
因为爱你。。
我让你去做你喜欢的事。。
就让你成为我心头上的一道疤吧。。

2010-03-05T18:30:00.001+08:00

告诉自己。。不能再去想你了。。
我做到了。。我真的没有那么想你了。。
可是为什么。。你会出现在我梦里？
一次又一次地。。告诉自己。。
要放手。。可当我张开双手了。。
却又不甘心地合上双手。。不想让你走。。
看着你因为他而伤心。。
你是否想过我的感受？
我无奈。。只好看着你。。
离我越来越远。。

2010-02-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

31 days gone...
one month le...
u say...let time witness eveerything...
and now i noe...u r not wif me..
keep thinking of u..dat's wad i've been doin..

2010-02-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

26 days passed le...
tears falling from ur eyes...rolling on ur cheek...
i noe....dis is the hard time for u...
i will be there for u....
dat's wad a fren should do....
time will witness everything..
i think so...
read from a book...
a gal like a boy....
the boy like the gal aso...
but..the boy like the gal first...
when he wanna confess..
he heard the gal tell her fren...
dat she will never fall in love wif the boy...
the boy heart break...
3 years later....the gal running to the boy's hse..
telling him dat she like him...
and the boy said...
i like u aso..but dat was 3 years ago...
and my heart for u is not as strong as last time le....
the boy tell the gal..
yes..we like each other...
but we fall in love in the wrong time.....
is dat our situation too...
by the time u realise...
is it too late??

2010-02-18T01:06:00.002+08:00

stay as fren??
i dunno..many ask me to go for it...
but i dunno...wad i should do..
the time i wait..
is so short..
i noe...i need to be patient...
but i dunno...
haiz..i can feel like i am super dooper annoying now...
and i dunno wad i can do...
anymore...

2010-02-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
HAPPY SINGLE'S-TINE DAY

2010-02-10T07:50:00.002+08:00

要去上班了。。
工作到一点钟。。
然后去唱K!
好开心。。
因为可以见到朋友们。。
亲爱的。。
我来了。。

2010-02-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

i cut my finger nails few days ago..
why?it's too long le..until my two thumb de nail aso spoil liao...
cos when i cleaning hse...it just broke..
and i tak blh tahan anymore..
just cut it off..
somemore...my little finger injured liao...lagi teruk..
left 3 long nails...so ugly..
so just cut it all lo...

after cutting all my nails..
i look at my fingers...
oh my...my fingers like become veli short and fat..T.T..
argh!!
den i start to play laptop after cleaning the hse...
the feel of touching the keyboard wif my finger tips is kinda not bad de...
so i think..although i lost the beauty of my fingers...
but i gain the feel of touching things wif my finger tips..
still okla..i veli positive thinking de..
atleast..i dun get complains from my mom..
telling me dat my nails r long la..dis la..dat la..
but still...i will let it grow..
and cut it again...nails...will grow back de...
just dat i dun have pretty nails to celebrate my CNY..

2010-02-07T02:00:00.002+08:00

went to 3 pasar malam dis week..
goin to become pasar malam-holic...
haha..the pasar malamss are....

tuesday : Sri Petaling(With Siu Sie..Melissa and Jensen)
thursday : OUG (dinner wif mom)
saturday : happy garden (dinner)

lol...kinda siao liao la..
i go there wanna buy New Moon de DVD..
but..haiz..it is not out yet..sobz...
nvm..i still got buy other movie...
which is kinda scary de..
final destination 4 lo..carriers....bodyguards and assasin and...one more...i forgot...haha...
so..yeah..watch bodyguards and assasin...
kinda sad lo..
so many ppl die just to let Mr Sun to have a one hour meeting..
haiz...almost cry liao lo...
but..it's just a movie...
wad can i do??
well..it's getting late...i noe..
but still..my eyes cannot close..
slept too much in the afternoon liao...(wei..dun smack me arr)
i noe now got a lot ppl cannot do dat...haha..
work de work...project de project...
dun jealous..well...nth to write..i'll just go ba..

2010-02-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

今天又是累的一天。。
虽然只是工作到三点。。
但还是觉得好想好想睡觉。。
今天是立春。。
把鸡蛋放在陆地上。。
他是会站起来的。。
呵呵。。妈妈去试了。。
果然是站起来的。。
很可爱哦。。

你最近很忙。。
忙得很辛苦。。
我看了都为你心痛。。
可是你却不知道。。
好担心你！
你又知道吗？？
算了。。你大概不会看到吧。。
看到了也不能怎样。。。

2010-02-03T19:39:00.005+08:00

wooo...
shift to new office liao..
at techno park..
but the problem..
the parking there...quite sucks de...
so many ppl work but oli provide little parking..
so...Ding Sheng went parking at the multipurpose parking..
and park there...
guess wad...after 3 hrs and 40 mins..
it cost us RM 11.50..
damn!!@!$@#%#^
haiz...help to pay half..
cos he fetch me there de..
haiz...really kinda angry lo..
cos there write...
RM 2.50 for first hour..
RM 2 for the following hour..
so..
shoule be around RM 8.50..
den i go ask the ppl there..why so expensive..noe wad he answer??
orh...after 5pm is RM 3 until the next morning liao de..
i was like..WTF!!
i go back around 5.28pm and u ask me pay extra RM 3..
really feel like complaining to the ppl there liao..
wad kind of parking is dat...
so expensive de..
haiz..suan le..oledi pay...
really kinda wanna kill ppl now...hmph!
oh ya..now need to wear formal liao..T.T..
kinda dun like it..but wad to do??
and the air con is extra cold de...
tmr i shall bring a jacket go..haha..

2010-02-02T08:58:00.005+08:00

早安各位。。
今天又不需要上班。。
不是我偷懒啦。。
而是现在老板正在搬公司。。
等一切妥当才会叫我们上班。。
呵呵。。
可以说我现在是无业游民。。
没上班5天了。。
不知道再一次回去时是否会想念？
好懒惰哦。。
今晚将和Melissa与Jensen一同去pasar malam。。
我又要当电灯泡了。。
呵呵。。好了。。
我很快就要陪妈妈去巴刹了。。
今天将会是美好的一天吧。。

2010-02-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

went to gym just now..
there's quite a lot leng chai de..lol..
but the leng chai thing is not so important..
the most important one is...
when i was doin some workout there..
before i wanna start doin it..
need to adjust the seat de...
den there was dis seat...
where...it is kinda hard to adjust...
maybe out of lubricant oil liao..
den i was there...pulling the back seat..
den...when i was about to success..
here come a out duty trainer..
din wear his uniform..
suddenly pop up and ask me..
need any help?
ya...he is nice la...
but suddenly pop out..
and ask me things like dat...
i consider him as a stranger de lo...
cos din wear uniform...
den sure i got shock de la..
den my last finger nail stuck there...
surely it's pain la..
but i need to smile and use my other hand to wave at him and say..
"nah ..it's ok..i can handle it"
den...i pull out my finger...
there...my finger nail patah liao...
patah half liao..and it's bleeding..
oh gosh..i show my mom and she push my hand away..
hahaha...den i walk to the counter and ask the handsome boy..
"hello..got nail's clipper??i wanna cut my nail.."
den he sure ask me why de la..
den i show him my hand..
right after i show him..
he quickly go ask the other worker...
but..too bad..they dun have..T.T
but he asked me go out the store there to buy..
so..i took my wallet and go out buy...
while pointing my last finger out..
kinda funny de...when i was walking..a lot ppl look at me..
cos the finger is bleeding and my nail is slanted a bit to the left side...
ahaha...so i go to dat store..
and buy the nail clipper...den the man saw my finger..
he got shock a bit de...funny expression..
oh well...i was shaking when i wanna cut the nail off de...
cos..kinda pain la...and i cannot see...
where i need to cut..
the blood cover nail liao...
haiz...den the geng thing...
when i go continue my workout...
i oli can cycle...so when i was cycling..
again..my last finger pop out..haha..
den the guy next to me..
look at me with a weird face...
eh eh...not i perasan arr..
cos i can see through the mirror...lol..
oh my...my pretty nails...is all ruin..
mom say i dai sei de...cos got so long de nails...T.T
well...dat's all i think..
thanks to the trainer dat suddenly pop out..
i noe u r good...but pls...dun suddenly come out like dat...
thank u...veli muchie..

2010-02-01T10:05:00.002+08:00

let the time witness everything..
maybe i should not think too much le...
cos wad i'm doin right now..
i kinda think like i am a "siao za bo"...
last time aso dis kind of attitude dat scare many ppl away..
i think i shall not catch things so tight..
just like the kite...
the tighter i hold..
the easier the thread will break...
the feeling won't stop...
it will keep continue...
but we'll see how la...
time will show me wad to do...

2010-01-31T16:19:00.001+08:00

i've been working for the past one one month..
so fast...february is coming..
and i'm gonna be 20 years old soon...
time pass by veli fast...
time will witness everything..
and i dunno wad's the future ahead me..

CNY clash wif valentines day..
wad's the couple goin to plan??
hmm...poor thing them...
well...it's ok..
it's a special year dis year..
just celebrate tgt lo...
but i'm goin to be at Muar...for sure...
and i will miss all my fren here...

2010-01-29T01:13:00.001+08:00

爱丫爱丫歌词
把爱留在身边窗外有个蓝蓝的天
落叶那一瞬间记得多穿一件
一天过了一天我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 oh～
爱我的话给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待是我为你付出的代价 oh～
爱我的话要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远你走太远你的回答
听不见
一天过了一天我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 oh～
爱我的话给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待是我为你付出的代价 oh～
爱我的话要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远你走太远你的回答
听不见
爱我的话给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待是我为你付出的代价 oh～
爱我的话给我要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远你走太远你的回答
听不见

2010-01-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

我不想忘记你歌词
我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

2010-01-28T22:16:00.001+08:00

What About Now Lyrics..
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

2010-01-26T16:56:00.001+08:00

Deleted all my old post..
prepare to start a new one..